This is for ma beloved Mom (Bunda)

Now, I am memorising you, Mom.
when You were with me in the old time.
how are you mom there?
I hope you're very well...
Don;t you know I really miss you...
I wanna beside you like the old time..
Almost six year, you have gone, mom!
I never forget that happen,
the happen that you left us...
I knew you always beside our God!
Don't you know I wana hug you tightly!

I just wanna feel it!
I want you know how deep I love you!

Mom, I know I cry because of you

it make you saad! but, I really miss you mom!
I swear I really miss you!
I wanna u come into my dream and you hug and kiss me!
On Dec 15th is daddy's birthday, mom!
do you wanna give him surprise?
do you come around us?
I know that is my imagination!
But, I know you can see me now!
I just pray for you mom!
I love you mom!
You are my queen in my heart, noone can replace your place in my heart! you and daddy are the most important people in my life. I sent you my best regards, mom. :)

Today is my day!

Today is my busy day! it was caused by BJB bank! I got a announcement from ma headmaster that If you are uncivil servant you should make deposit from BJB bank. So, Me and my friend went to bank for making deposito, but whne we arrived at the bank, it was soooo crowded plus I didn't get queue number! Damn! I have to think how can we get the other BJB bank! I tried to call my friend in Kawarang (uci), unfortunately, she didn't hear my phone, I havent given up to try, I tried to call my another friend in karawang (dtia), Alhamdulillah she could gimme a way! Me and my friend went to karawang immediately by Primajasa Bus! We transit in Tanjung pura, and we continued our journey by public transportation. Finally, We arrived in BJB bank, Alhamdulillah, it wan't crowded like others. God, thanks (in my heart). Beside, There, I found my college friend, ah, I was very happy! I thought today is my day! I think God sent them for helping us! Also, I never say thanks for my friend, Dtia and Rossi. :)

this is my happiness

Zazazazazazaaa...kemaren aku senang sekali...happy..hippi...senang bukan karena dapat hadiah, dapat pacar *ngarep tapi ngeliat nilai bocah ulangan kemaren begitu sangat memuaskan ya walaupun ada beberapa yang jelek seh tapi setidaknya mereka da peningkatan, dari yang kemaren jeblok sekali...hihihi....ini berasa dapat doorprize, aku berhasil...yeyeyeyeyyeeyeyyeeee....hahhaahhaaa.....tapi perjuanganku g smpe sini mereka harus ttp di bimbing, tapi senang mereka udah bisa buat saya tersenyum. :)
thanks my beloved students,, I love you so much. :D

Kotak kotak

Disana itu ada terdapat kotak kecil dan kotak besar

dia sama-sama memiliki 4sisi yang berbeda, depan belakang samping kanan dan belakang.

Namun, kotak kecil ini memiliki warna yang sama pada 4 sisi tersebut yaitu putih dan dia beranggapan kotak besar ini memiliki warna yang sama dengan dirinya.

Pendapatnya salah, kotak besar ini memiliki 4 warna yang berbeda, depan (pink), belakang (hitam), kanan (pink), kiri (abu-abu).

Kotak kecil ini bertemu dengan kotak kotak yang lain, dia menunjukan warna yang sama yaitu putih. Namun, berbeda dengan kotak besar ini, ketika bertemu dengan kotak satu dengan yang lain menunjukan warna-warna yang berbeda sesuai dengan warna kotak itu. contohnya dia bertemu dengan kotak yang berwarna emas dia selalu menunjukan warna pink dan putih, namun, ketika dia bertemu kotak berwarna kusam, dia selalu menunjukan warna hitam dan abu-abu, dia tidak pernah menunjukan sisi depan (pink) dan kanan (putih).

-Kisah kotak kecil dan kotak besar. 

This is my challenge

Arrghhh,,,,what a terrible day! I hate today so much! Am i suitable being a teacher? how difficult to be a teacher? especially good teacher. I must face the naughty class. I mean terrible class. ya, I know that they are smart students. But, ough,,, their attittude make me mad. why? why? why? why? why? being a teacher need a right strategy, right method for becoming them a right person, and it is very very very difficult not easy. GOOOOOODDD! help me! how to solve it! I wanna make them to be a success person who has many strengthens. arrrghhhh.....i wanna scream out now!!!!!!! please wish me luck! I am sure that they will not do like that. I am sure that they will be better! fighting \\^^//

This is me or anyone else?

Me,, who am I?
I feel like anyone else, I am not who I am .
there is something freak inside me.
but, i don't know what it is.
something different,, but, this is me..
arrggghhh....I wanna take it out from my body.
Have I changed? hahaa...I don't know.
but, i feel like that. it's caused by my new environment, or my self?
is it my adaptation since I had gone from this city since 2006?
I just stayed for 6 month here. hahaa...
I don't know..
Let it flow,, but it makes me uncomfortable..
this is not me..may be..Let God gimme a reason and also gimme an answer why I feel like that?
I hope I'll give a good and best reason and answer from God. :)